

When I went to America to make The Fall I had no idea at all of
filming there. I had no plans. I had gone to the New York Film Festival
as my two films Tonite Let's all Make Love in London and Benefit of the
Doubt were opening for the first time, on a single programme called 'The
London Scene'. Anyway
I was offered some money to make a film about
the New York Scene
with complete freedom fortunately, so I could
do, find and film whatever I liked
I set off to film the people,
events, happenings, artists, victims, places that seemed to me to be relevant
to exposing that sickness in the society, already reflected in a culture
itself obsessed with violence
Far from being exhilarated I was angry
and shattered
I came back to England with hours of film which all
seemed to have built up to nothing. No great breakthrough. Only breakdown.
I started to write a script, for the first time in my
life a fiction script, that would incorporate the documentary film. It
was impossible to make a documentary film about protest, this was protest
at one remove. My problem was to make my film an act itself, if possible.
Protest had become worse than impotent, it had become fashionable, which
means being finally made palatable, possessed and castrated by the Media...
To expose the protest movement itself as finally impotent to effect real
change, full of people acting out their own catharsis in do it yourself
off-off Broadway plays, poetry meetings and so on was an act of betrayal
- I am on their side. I hate what they hate - But participation in Destruction
Happenings, inside "art", was as morally insane as ignoring
the facts of the asian war, the race riots, the development of Alphaville.
It was inevitable now that one had to act violently to
confront a violent society which had law, if not morality, on its side.
I started to write a script about my own experience, passively making
a documentary film about protest, deciding to film the ultimate act of
protest, a public act of violence. From this basic idea I developed "the
plot" for my film which was to be about somebody who planned an act
of political assassination
This is what I went back to America with
the intention of filming. I would film fictional inserts, of myself, deciding
finally to commit an act of political assassination on film... The day
after I arrived Martin Luther King was assassinated. Now this absolutely
shattered me
it was such a terrible loss - but also - because I
got so involved in my imagined act of political assassination - I felt
responsible for the act. I imagined I had done it myself
I could
no longer distinguish between fiction and reality... I collapsed. I fell
to pieces. This I suppose is the end of the film. Except the day I left
Robert Kennedy was shot dead
Peter Whitehead 1969
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